Scribed In Light

And after decades of watching, serving, and at times being placed in positions I was not yet ready to carry…

I can say this plainly:

One of the quiet struggles within faith communities is not always a lack of people—
it’s a lack of patience in how people are placed.

---

I Have Seen It From Both Sides

I have been led by those who, though sincere and well-meaning, were still growing into the very things they were asked to lead others through.

And I have also been that person.

All heart.
Willing.
Showing up with everything I had—

but not yet anchored in the kind of depth that only time and experience can give.

I didn’t lack care.

I lacked seasoning.

And there is a difference.

---

When I Think Back… I Cringe

I don’t say this from a distance.

I say this from memory.

From lived moments I can still feel if I sit with them too long.

Because I have been on both sides of it—

being led in ways that, looking back, lacked the depth I needed…

and being the one placed into a position too soon,
carrying something I had not yet been formed to carry.

I didn’t have time to grow before I was placed.

And although I gave it my very best…

I can say now with clarity:

I could have served more fully, more wisely, and more effectively
if I had first been allowed to be formed.

---

All Heart… But Not Yet Anchored

I was all heart.

I cared deeply.
I wanted to do right.
I wanted to serve well.

But I was leading from a place that, while full of love…

wasn’t yet grounded in the kind of understanding that only comes with time.

I was sincere.

But I was also unseasoned.

And heart alone—without discernment, without experience, without formation—

can become blind leadership.

Not intentional.
Not harmful by design.

But still capable of missing things.

---

When Willing Is Mistaken for Ready

Sometimes leadership decisions are made out of need.

Positions must be filled.
Responsibilities must be carried.
There aren’t enough hands.

So the willing step forward.

And they are placed.

But willingness and readiness are not the same thing.

And when those two are confused,
it doesn’t just affect the individual—

it affects everyone connected to them.

---

The Weight of Being Placed Too Soon

A new believer is still learning how to walk.

Still learning how to discern.
Still learning how to carry their own faith through real life.

To place them into leadership too quickly is not an honor—

it is a weight.

And that weight can crush what was just beginning to grow.

Instead of being nurtured, they are pressured.
Instead of being formed, they are stretched beyond capacity.

And many times… they don’t just step down.

They walk away.

---

Exposed Before You’re Ready

When someone is placed into leadership too soon,
they are not just carrying weight they weren’t ready for—

they are doing it in front of everyone.

Every misstep.
Every gap in understanding.
Every moment of uncertainty.

Seen.
Felt.
And often judged.

Growth is meant to happen in safe places.

But instead, they find themselves learning in real time,
under pressure,
with expectation already attached to their name.

---

Caught in the Crossfire

And then comes the hardest part.

The congregation often doesn’t see the inexperience.

They see the position.

And with position comes expectation.

So the one who stepped forward with a willing heart
can quickly find themselves:

questioned,
criticized,
or quietly judged—

while doing the very best they can
with what they have.

It leaves them in a place where they are:

doing their best…
but still falling short…
in front of everyone.

---

To Those Who Place Others in Leadership

This requires honesty.

Because placing someone into leadership too soon is not neutral.

Even when done with good intentions, it can:

overwhelm the individual,
unintentionally misguide those being led,
and create strain within the community.

There is a responsibility that comes with positioning people.

Not every open role needs to be filled immediately.

Some would be better left unfilled
than filled prematurely.

---

To Those Who Were Placed Too Soon

If you find yourself here—

trying, learning, carrying more than you expected—

hear this clearly:

You are not a failure.

You are growing.

Do what you can with integrity.
Stay teachable.
Seek guidance where you can.

And if needed, give yourself permission to step back,
to be mentored,
to be formed.

There is wisdom in recognizing:

“I need time to grow.”

---

To Those Who Watch and Judge

Before assuming someone should know more, do more, or be more—

pause.

Not every gap is neglect.

Sometimes it is simply someone placed too soon.

And judgment in those moments only adds weight
to someone already struggling to carry what they were given.

Lead with understanding.

It costs nothing—and it changes everything.

---

The Impact on the Ministry as a Whole

This doesn’t stay isolated.

When leadership is rushed:

trust can weaken,
consistency can suffer,
and people can feel unseen or misunderstood.

And those outside the community—watching quietly—
may walk away with the impression that leadership lacks depth.

Not because people don’t care.

But because formation was rushed.

And how leadership is handled internally
will always shape how the community is seen externally.

---

Where Growth Happens From Here

If we’re honest, most of us can find ourselves somewhere in this.

The one who placed too quickly.
The one who was placed too soon.
The one who judged without understanding.

The goal isn’t to sit in regret.

It’s to grow forward with clarity.

Slow down.

Mentor more.

Place wisely.

Give people time to become
before asking them to carry.

Because healthy leadership is not built by urgency—

it is built by time, testing, humility, and lived experience.

---

The Real Takeaway

This isn’t about pointing fingers.

It’s about doing better moving forward.

Because people are not positions to be filled—

they are lives to be formed.

And what is formed well
will always carry more weight
than what is rushed into place.

---

“Not many of you should become teachers… because you know that we who teach will be judged more strictly.”
— James 3:1

“Do not be hasty in the laying on of hands…”
— 1 Timothy 5:22

“We are all apprentices in a craft where no one ever becomes a master.”
— Ernest Hemingway

---

Maybe… just maybe…
we begin to do this differently.

With more patience.
More discernment.
More care for those still growing.

Because what we take the time to form well
will always serve more faithfully
than what we rush to place.

Grow gently.
Lead wisely.
And give one another the space to become.

With love, grace, and understanding—
Tina N. Campbell
Scribed in Light